I know you have the best of intentions. I know you have a lot of knowledge and have spent a lot of money, time and energy on your schooling. I respect that. I really, really do. But there are some things I would like you to know….
Don’t ask me to talk about my kid in front of my kid. Not only is this demeaning to a child who already has issues, if I say good things about the child’s progress, it can backfire into the child’s regression, if I say the bad things that are going on it just reinforces to the child that he/she is bad. If you want to know what’s going on, ask for a parent meeting, but do not ask me about my child’s behavior in front of my child.
I love this child with all my heart. I am this child’s parent. I do not beat, torture, neglect, ridicule or lock this kid in a closet from dusk til dawn and feed him dog food. Part of the diagnosis of Reactive Attachment Disorder is playing the victim. You will probably hear a lot of horrible things that he claims I have done. Take it with a grain of salt. If you have concerns, ask for a meeting with me (and him) to talk about these events. And believe me when I say I have heard a lot of terrible things you have said and done to my child in that 50 minutes a week you meet with him, but I know better. I know you don’t have a torture chamber back there nor are you performing satanic rituals when I’m not there.
The books are written on generalities, commonalities, and do not mean that all children react in exactly the same way or have exactly the same symptoms. It also means not all children will respond to a certain therapy in a certain way. Please be open minded. Please be mindful that you are dealing with a living, breathing, thinking human being and not a two dimensional book.
Although I, the mom, have not gone through a decade of school to learn about attachment disorders and mental illness, please keep in mind that I know my child. I have spent day in and day out with this child, possibly from birth to now, sometimes only a year, but I know this child better than anybody. Please don’t blow off what I say and remember we are on the same team. What I know about my child is truth.
Kids with attachment disorders lie and charm. If you are buying into those, then you need to step back and recuse yourself from being my child’s therapist. Keep your own distance and attachment issues.
The goal of attachment therapy is not for the child to attach to you, the therapist, but to attach to the mom, or the parents. Meeting with a child alone for attachment therapy is not attachment therapy to attach to the parents. Unless you are planning on adopting this child, you are causing harm.
Keep in mind that I did not cause the trauma in this child’s life, I was not the parent who neglected and harmed this child (if that’s what caused the trauma), I am the parent trying to fix it. I made mistakes, I will continue to, but I am trying to the best of my ability to help this child.
We need to be working together, as a team, our goal is to facilitate the healing of this child. Triangulation is one of the key features in attachment issues, pitting adults against each other. We need to be in communication, open and honest, and keep that communication flowing. Please do not side “against” me with my child. Remember he’s doing the same thing to you.
I may not have gone to school for a decade to know what you know, but I have researched and gone to seminars and talked to people and other therapists and possibly read almost every book out there on my child’s diagnosis. Don’t dismiss what I know just because I am not a professional. At least read the book I am talking about and discuss with my why you think that approach would be harmful to my child, if you haven’t already read the book. I’m not being a know-it-all or trying to tell you how to do your job, but my only job is to help my child. Your job is to help all your patients with all their various issues. So I have the luxury of focusing on a single thing and reading every book on the subject, talking with other parents about what works and what doesn’t, attending seminars devoted to just this topic – and you don’t. So any information I bring to you is just that – information that I think would help and I am bringing to you to see if you agree.
Parents – hang in there.